needs to get over it.

things havent really been going my way. they havent seemed to in a while. like, a long fucking time. not to sound like a me monster/whiner but come on seriously. everything is just fucked. no money. no man. no friends. no life. no place to feel comfortable. maybe its my attitude. but too much shits gone wrong to think of sunshine and rainbows. and im sick of everyone around me having it good and everything handed to them and they just take it for granted. and i dont think thatll ever stop, so theyll just never realize what they have. theyll continue to not give a fuck when they dispose of it and watch as the next one walks right in before the door even closed. its disgusting. and hes moved on now. basically. i just want to go back. i want to feel like someone gives a shit. i just want to fucking go back.